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史峥之记The life of Christopher C. Heselton
July 04 独立日今天是美国独立日,外面人人都热闹热闹,阴天将雨也没有影响人家的心情,可是对我来说已经失去了意义。住中国三年,我好像对任何美国或西方节日都没有感觉了。想起我三年前去中国的时候,就是美国独立日。当时我记得感觉特别浓;不是爱国之情,也不是自豪美国文化,更不是崇拜政治哲学之情,更是那种跟朋友和家人一起庆祝,吃喝玩乐,放放鞭炮的感觉。去中国之前我记得我和几个很久没见的高中朋友在佛德里克的巴克尔公园参观烟花。琳赛在那儿,贾森也在那儿,一起聊得很开心说我将去中国的事情。我记得琳赛开玩笑地说我去住中国回来以后我会变成一个积极共产主义分子,而不愿离开中国这一个共产主义的天国。她老这样很逗。我总回想到,每次过独立日,我能够看到那些很少有机会见面的朋友和家人。小的时候每一年七月四日我妈爸会在家里举行大型晚会,请我们家所有的老朋友。我非常怀念这种兴奋的情感。现在这个感觉完全没有了。现在仅仅是普通的一日。算是我不是美国人了还是我太想回去中国呢? No longer the Beijing Journal It has been a long time since I've written here. A lot has happened since then, but most importantly, I am no longer in Beijing as of May 26, 2008; therefore, this is no longer the Beijing Journal. I originally wrote this blog to keep in touch with my family and friends back in the U.S.. Now that I am back, this blog has lost all meaning. But I have found a new meaning for the Beijing Journal as a way to keep in touch with friends back in Beijing. I hope I can keep in touch with them better now than I did in the past with my family and friends. I will miss them just as much. From hence forth, my journal will be written in Chinese.
我好久没有在我的博克写东西。到现在很多事情发生了,最重要的是我回国了,五月二十六日离开了北京回到维基尼亚州纯银镇。因此这个博克不能称为北京之记了。我原来写此博克的原因是给我美国朋友和家人看看,知道我的事情。因为我已经回去美国,所以这个博克失去这种意图了。可是最近我想起了另种意义;以此与我中国朋友保持联系。我希望这次写博克我能够多写一些,并且用汉语写。我特别想我的朋友在北京:尤其王宇,魏玮和林敏。一辈子忘不了。 January 26 Poor Public EthicsChina can be a wonderful and exciting place, but some time the poor quality of public ethics can be neausiatingly sickening. The general public has a strong apathy for public property and other people. Chinese society has a strong aversion of considering other people and being involved with other people to the point it is horrifying. I'm not merely talking about litering and spitting that are pervasive in everyday life in China. But things like considering safety. While on a trip to the south last year, people through large bundles of firecrackers, an explosive, into the middle of streets with cars. Not only could this cause damage to cars passing by but also it could endager peoples lives. And yet, no one cares except the car passing by that has to deal with that. They also don't think about the noise polltion and trash left behind that other people have to deal with it.
On January 24, 2008 during the afternoon rushhour, a woman was severly beaten in front of Haidian Bridget at the Haidian Book Store plaza. Office workers and average citizens walked by nonchalantly as this woman screamed and pleaded for help. Not even the security guards came to her aide until it looked like the man was about to kill her. At which point, they merely restrained him as she herself made the phone call to the police. In this several minute altercation, no one came to her aide despite the fact it happened in plain public sight. This is beyond humiliating for these individuals working there, men and women. The man who beat this woman was a terrible man, but even worse were the men and women who failed to act. "The root of all evil is not evil, but the indifference of goodmen in the face of evil." If we allow things like this to happen, they will continue. Only when people stand up to what is wrong, do others begin to act in kind. I say people should be involved when bad things happen. When someone litters, one should pick up the trash and hand it back to them. When someone illegally drives, tell the police. Embarrase people if you must in order to help improve the society. This is the worse thing about China, and changing it starts with you and I. Don't ignore things just because you don't want to start trouble. You should work to point out where and why they are wrong. Any one want to join me in this campaign? January 23 Perverse Politics Recently, politicians have been gaggling over political issues for the upcoming election. One thing that horrifies me is how tame and controlled political debate is in the U.S. There is an extreme lack of diverse political views and issues discussed. Currently, the only real issue of significance currently is Iraq and Afghanistan, but even then there seems to be little difference and view. All political views agree that U.S. presence will be lessened in some way shape or form in the next presidential term. Furthermore, neither side seems to discus the strong traces of imperialism that continued occupation implies, nor the fact that the current Iraqi government is seen by most people in the world and the Iraqi people as nothing more than a puppet. Whether or not that may be the case, most sides address that the U.S. will maintain a military presence in Iraq long term, yet no one address the ramifications of such a policy. Nor do they answer the question: does this further entrench the U.S. as an imperialist or, at the least, a hegemonic power? Other issues include education and social security. Although both of these issues are pressing, they have been unresolved issues for decades, and no concrete plans have been put in place to resolve these recurring issues. No candidate has yet come up that is sincere to solve these isues, because they're not willing to sacrifice their political clout to implement the drastic reform required to make the necessary changes. As much as I bitterly loath Bush and criticize his policies, his "no child left behind" act had good principles. The problem is that political wrangling destroyed the efficacy of the bill, and the bill was flawed in cutting funding to poorly performing schools as this would lead to poor schools becoming poorer. However, the U.S. school system is more so a state level issue. As education is the realm of the state. Social security worries me more as it appears almost certain that my generation will pay into the system and benefit none from it. I think all young payers of social security should boycott the social security system until it is fixed so we can have a guarantee that we will benefit as well. Not only am I discontented by the lack of sincerity of issues discussed, but also issues entirely avoided. Many have probably seen Michael Moore's newest film Sicko. Although I find Moore's views bordering on the edge of conspiracy theorist and little too populist for my taste, I have to agree his underlining issues and ideas are correct. No one is seriously addressing the U.S. medical care system which is a disaster in comparison with most of the world! The fact that Moore compares the U.S. to he impoverished island of Cuba should be a wake up call! The fact is our medical system cannot compare to most European countries and even our norther neighbor Canada. The kind of care I've seen in China is pretty close to what I've seen in the U.S. The only difference being the facilities are cleaner in the U.S., but both are expensive, most people can't afford it, insurance companies weasel their way out of any payment, and hospitals don't hesitate to throw patients out if they fail to pay. This is only one social issues. There is a host of other social issues: urban violence and crime, drug abuse, the ever increasing stratification of U.S. society, political corruption, urban employment, suburban sprawl, agricultural subsidies, American diet, the desperate need for efficient public transportation. Moreover, some principally non-issues are issues. I recall in the last presidential election two issues were George Bush's DWI and evasion of the Vietnam war, and John Kerry's Swift boat scandal - What the hell!? How is that significant as to who has better policies as president. The strangest thing is that politicians seem to think they are important as individuals, but for the most part, they are not! They are replaceable and expendable. If one dies, there are hundreds of other technocrats for powerful political families (especially considering the lack of political diversity) who can take their place. The issue is not their personal flaws and foibles, but how sound their policies are. In my time living in China, I have seen what a terrible political system can look like first hand. The U.S. system is much better than that of China, but it is not as superior to it as you would think. I am highly dissatisfied with the shape of the political system of the U.S. and I am yearning for drastic change. I am for a diversity of political views whether they be intra-party or through a multi-party system. Although China might be a totalitarian oligarchy, they at least have some lively intra-party debate on issues that matter sometimes behind closed door. Such as whether to entirely privatize or entirely nationalize public transportation. November 29 Journal Entry 2Yesterday was a relatively uneventful day. I went to work, and there was little work for me to do. After work, I decided to skip Korean class, I went home where I watched Battlestar Galactica and nothing more. I slept well. Today was slightly more interesting. I went with Mel to look at potential venue sites for an event we’ll hold in about two months in the Haidian area of the city. One of the sites we went to was the Xiangshan Hotel near Xiangshan Park. The Xiangshan hotel was designed by the internationally renowned architect I.M. Pei back in 1984, when I was born. The hotel is beautiful designed in its form, and its veranda and views are spectacular; however, its interior décor lacks and, worst of all, is horrifically maintained and managed - cracked walls, broken tiles, cheap heat conserving blankets at doors, poor heating, a poorly trained staff and other problems. Mel and I lamented this. It could be such a beautiful hotel, and yet due to poor management and maintenance, it is merely shadow of its potential. The fact that it was designed by I. M. Pei is the only thing that keeps the hotel afloat I believe, but even I. M. Pei said it was his worst project ever and major shame to his works. The entire day flowed in this manner. The best thing was that I got to return to my old home area, Wudaokou and Beida. A lot of things had changed. I was very nostalgic going back there. I missed the simple good-old days.
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